My
Dear Son,
Pema Ugyen Namdrol Jamtsho
As
you complete the eighth and enter the ninth year of your life, allow this
unfortunate ‘dad’ of yours to offer my heartfelt best wishes on your birthday.
May the year ahead fill you with all the happiness you deserve. May you
overcome all challenges that lie ahead.
I
have always thought about you. You have always been in my heart and soul but
somehow somewhere I have never found the nerve to contact you. However, that does
not change the fact that I loved you with all my heart, I still do and will
always do till my last breath. Never think, even for a slight moment, that your father does not love you.
I
have looked at your pictures a thousand times, kissed them a million times more
and every time I did, I wept silently. I love you and miss you more with each
passing and ageing day of my life. I see you in every child I encounter and the slightest memory of you has never failed to drive me to tears. I know I am not worthy of your
forgiveness. Though I have not been able to see you grow in front of my eyes,
you have grown in my heart and like your mother carried you in her womb for
nine painful months, I shall carry you in my heart for the rest of my days on
earth.
Always
remember, my dear son, that things always don’t turn out the way we want in life.
There are things we don’t have control over. I was destined to be away from you
and love you from behind tears but forgive me if you ever can.
Loving
you dearly,
With
outmost love,
Your
dad
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